A Thousand Miles

I had a friend who is so dear to me, we are so close that we almost know our secrets. Were neighbors so that we are always together, our families are close that's why we thought that our friendship will never end until the the time will come that we have our own families and children. Then something unexpected happen she eloped with her boyfriend, I'm sad because there will be no one who will cheer me up whenever i have a problem, there will be no one who will suggest on what should i do in every trials that i'm encountering with.

I can still remember the date it was January 21, 2007 when she eloped with her boyfriend and it's almost one and a half year, I heard a news that she had a baby, and just last night when i joined a beauty contest ( It was July 22, 2008, Tuesday ,it really hurts because i didn't won but i enjoyed it) i had a dream about her, that dream says that she came back again in their house with her cousins and her baby, when i saw her i hugged her so tight and i cried, then i told her that i really miss her so much, maybe that dream says that even she's not with me she will always be there for me whenever I'm down.

As of now I'm still longing for her, i miss her, and that's one of the reason why i don't wanna go home early after school because i remember her. Now I'm facing the challenges of life on my own and even if i meet new friends there will be no one that can replace her in my heart. As of now, so far moving on...even if it's almost a year , then i finally realized,when she's gone, it's really hard to be left alone., although I'm used to it.I realized that i should have seen her importance before she's gone,. My heart is singing and this is what my heart's sings.

A Thousand Miles

Vanessa Carlton

Making my way downtown

Walking fast Faces pass

And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead

Just making my way,Making a way

Through the crowd

And I need you

And I miss you

And now I wonder....

If I could fall

Into the sky

Do you think time

Would pass me by

'Cause you know I'd walkA thousand miles

If I could Just see you ,Tonight

It's always times like these

When I think of you

And I wonderIf you ever Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong

And I don't belong

Living in your Precious memories

And I, IDon't want to let you know

I, IDrown in your memory

I, I Don't want to let this go

I, I Don't....

Making my way downtown

Walking fast Faces pass And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead.Just making my way

Making a way,Through the crowd

And I still need you,

And I still miss you, And now I wonder....

If I could fallInto the sky

Do you think time

Would pass us by

'Cause you know I'd walkA thousand miles

If I could Just see you...

If I could fall Into the sky

Do you think time Would pass me by

'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles

If I could Just see you ,If I could Just hold youTonight

Even if my bestfriend left there are still some in my world supporting me like my classmates
and one of those example is the picture in the left, this is a wristband given to me by one of my classmate, i'm just touched that even were not close he still remember to give me something, i don't know if this is a sign of support or friendship but surely,i will cherish this forever!


  1. hey. first of all, thanks so much for voting for me. mwah! :D

    and yeah. i had an experience almost like that. but not eloping, they just went away. they're way up in the philippines while i'm stuck here down below. and i miss him so much. it might not be the same, but i know how you feel. but you'll never know. maybe you'll see her tomorrow. :) cheer up.

    and, please remind me to come here. i don't check on my links so often (they are underconstruction now) and i guess i might forget (with my brain. XD) just drop back at my page ayt? :)

  2. From One Tree Hill:

    "Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to be always there. Because you can't remember a time when it wasn't. But the one day, you feel something else. Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize, you're happy."

    I don't know how to clearly explain it but I think it fits you perfectly. I hope you feel better soon. :)

  3. first of all, congrats dun sa pageant! hindi ka nga nanalo ng title pero you won! won over yourself by proving that you can walk and ramp in front of many people watching diba?

    yun palang post mo ung kinukwento mo sakin about sa dream mo.. ganyan talaga ang life eh.. minsan we see a thing's or person's worth if they are out of our lives na.. pero don't be sad, always remember na pag may umalis, siguradong may dadating..

    nakakatuwa si Pres. noh? natouched ka siguro sa bigay nya.. kaw ata bestfriend nun eh, kahit binu-bully ka nya minsan.. (or should i say madalas??)


  4. Hello. ^_^
    Hmm. I don't know exactly what to tell you, but what I know is you'll get by =) I mean, things happen for a reason - and in the end, it's just that they make you a stronger and better person. :)
    I hope you'll be okay! I'm sure you'll be :)

    PS: I love that bracelet :)

  5. awww that's so sweet i wish i ahve a friend like that.

  6. Aww.. I know how you feel.. yung sakin naman, he's in Bataan. He went there to study. He left kasi may reason siya..

    everything really happens for a reason..tska people do come and go.. Lahat ng nararanasan mo ngayon may dahilan din.. God wouldn't give you those ng "wla" lang. :)


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