April fools day depression!
Today is April fools day, April 1. This morning i was really after the celebration, I fooled my class and schoolmates that i'll be transferring to other school, i also fooled some of my high school classmates. My school and class mates was shocked when they heard the news! but of course, i was just fooling them. Some reacted a lot, saying that they will really miss me, and some asked what happened.
Fooling other people was fun, well they can't react because today is april fools. When i revealed that i was just fooling, they were really laughing, and they said that i was LECHEplan. haha.
But who could have been more shocked than me, when my source told me that other people was happy when they knew the news that i'll be transferring to other school(although the transferring issue was just a joke). My blood ran into my head and my inner organs started to shake, i was like " they are happy when I'm gone? what could've been more when i die?....". I was sad and shocked because i never expected this, i don't treat other people badly but i treat them as HUMAN!. I know i have mistakes and attitudes, but nobody's perfect right?right?. I don't deserve the way they treat me!. I just can't understand why they do that to me, I didn't do anything against them!, and even they do bad things unto me, i just forget those and believe that maybe there's still a way to make up things right.
BUT EVERYTHING IS OVER!!!, i won't forgive them this time. My patience have lost, and IT'S ENOUGH!. I won't let them hurt me anymore. Anyway, i know a lot of people understand me and love me so much, so i don't have to worry!
- to my source thank you a lot for telling me that there are kinds of people like them! Should i consider that back fighting? You decide guys!.