Guess what guys?........after two years of waiting i finally got the top spot! I am the Champion!whoa hoa!. The past weeks of rehearsing is such a drama to me cause i had a trauma because of the minute amnesia i had last year!, thank God that i did not forget my lines, abled to finish the long agony of nerve-breaking paranoia!, fears and lines of triumphant!.
After i finished my line just as i sat down i was teary-eyed, i prayed and said to God "Thank you for helping me and guiding me finish my piece---i am fulfilled now!, no matter what the result is, i will surely accept it!". I was contestant number 6, i was in the bottom, then the computation of results started, then the announcement. I even remember myself saying "After my part i won't listen to the announcement of winners!," but there i was, sitting holding our schools CA's hands and waiting for the results, i even told myself " I wont join next year, i don't like this atmosphere anymore, if i lost this i will tell to my coach that i wont join this competition next year!", but here i am, planning something for next year---but not that sure.
*Mukha talaga kong baliw!, tulak ng bibig kabig ng dibdib!*
Then every calling of contestant number of every rank i look at my number seems like assuring the winning numbers of a lottery, and when there are three of us left i was so nervous, then two of us are left i said "Yes pasok na ko sa provincial!", after just seconds.... "and this year's champion is.........contestant number 6!". I, together with my MAGS advisers stood up, overwhelmed as i took my steps for my medal to be awarded!
I was telling myself "Lord thank you po!, i am finally a champion, i made our first objective".
Have you read or noticed my coach's comment in my previous post?:
Text messages started to float, from my friends and some of my classmates and at home. I didn't even had a good sleep because of my dream, it said CHAMPION. The day after, at school the teachers shook their hands with me, classmates teased "Blowout".
I am overwhelmed. I feel so loved. Last Sunday i gave my testimony about what happened to me. I know this is a God-given moment and this is more than just winning. I say that getting that spot is more sweeter once you know that you did that with Him. See? prayer works. All we have to do is wait (like me two yrs.), in God's time our prayer will be answered just wait, and if you got it, don't forget to thank Him!.
PS. Thanks for those who posted their good lucks and comments in my previous post!. Really appreciate them.