I just simply miss the writing. The blogging world, and most especially, you guys!:)-------very much!
Just like most of the students' reason, it's the studies that made me busy but i have accomplished my tasks list!. Yes, very much accomplished that's why my semester break is complete!:). Why am i feeling this?the hunger for writing and reading blogs?haha, it's been 3 or maybe 4 weeks of not blogging?
I am in random minds, wait, lemme think of a topic (after 5 minutes).
The BULPRISA; Provincial Meet.
Well, i can say that this is the Grand Finals of BULPRISA cause all of the champions from different districts have to prove themselves. I am expecting that my opponents are very good, so they did not disappoint me. I wasn't nervous as before, i wasn't also that much into the contest so even if i wasn't the champion i am still satisfied that i am at the fourth place. When i was sitting there waiting for my turn I was telling myself "
I don't care about the medal, they'll forget me after this, i just want to deliver my line, make them feel my soul, make my mama and school proud, and feel that i am the ambassador for speaking your mind to people".
The BULPRISA Provincial meet is like Ms. Universe you know, if we wont gonna win we just want to be included on the top 5 cause the contest is really hard. We were 7 contestants at least, i am in the top 5 right?like, Venus Raj?ahaha
Now i am thinking if i should still join BULPRISA next year cause I'll be doing our thesis, but i love the laugh trip after the contest. I love competing and speaking my mind. Though in the other way around, i also hate the feeling of waiting the announcement of winners, waiting my turn, and waiting for the contest to start. I was asking myself
but suddenly when this phrase was running in my head, when my opponent was delivering her piece, she said some sort of
" why do we have to do this kind of contests?so, what if we'll be declared as a winner?and what after this?Ok i am the champion!!!and what?"
That hit me.
"God. Use our talents".
Yes, this is not about competing, but its about inspiring other people to use their talents to move the world for better. And maybe this is a God-given talent, this is his way of using me, of spreading the words for the development, love and inspiration.
Thank you all!(teary eyed).
I will never ever forget this experience, for the first time in my life, i knew how it feels to be the Champion!
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Postscript: Thanks for those who posted a comment in my previous post, that was great guys!:). I am still encouraging everyone who missed the post to read it for it is informative!.