Confession of a Methodist
My blog is very sloooooooooooooooooow, right?. vacation, yes i know it is but, just like any blogger, there's always a time that you have to look for inspirations for you to write down your emotions. Bloggers are like authors, they need inspiration so they will be able to write a good story.
My story is about faith. This has nothing to do with holy week but i bet it's about me being addicted to Christ. Who would have thought that i am actually typing those words right now, even me alone didn't, yes i am a christian, a Methodist since birth, but my faith for God is just average before i think i am born again just few weeks ago.
In the bible, said that in order for you to follow and obey Jesus you have to be born again, and i believe after i have accepted Christ in my life i am born again. I just feel today that i am at the peak of my relation to God, i sometimes dream about strange dreams, actually just this morning, what did i say?, i said in my dream "Come all ye my disciples...." oh, i am not saying that i am God but i think this is more about preaching. OMG, preaching?, i don't know, i seriously don't know, i sometimes dream of becoming a pastor but i thought it'll be dull, but lately i thought that God will provide my needs, so there will no worries about my needs.
You know me guys, you know that i am serious about finishing my career, being an Engineer and become wealthy,not too much like pacquiao but you know atleast able to buy without considering the price tag. I pray, i always do to ask God what's my purpose here, my calling. I even told Him that if he gonna use me,use my talent or hobbies so that i won't find it hard to do it. You know what, i am into public speaking, and you know that oration is about speaking to people, so, is this His plans?, eversince?, for me to use that speaking and talkative talent for good, for people.
I am only considering it don't worry, i will still be an engr., maybe this thoughts that i have in my mind is just a product from this morning's dream of mine. I have prayers and those are answered, i mean YES they all, that's why i am telling you to pray too, solemnly, lock yourself in a room, don't let anyone disturb you and believe that you will be answered, and you really will.
I am a living testimony that PRAYERS WORK.
They sometimes say whenever i tell my family or my friends about words from bible that " Magpapastor ka ba?" my aunt sometimes said also that "Baka sa susunod na makita kita Steve pastor ka na". So what's next to me? Only God knows. I am just so overwhelmed by his love.