Cassandra and KC broke up. KC has finally broke up with her. Yes, KC loved Cassandra, she cherished her and never regret loving her. Even those years, KC knew that this will happen, that they will eventually go to separate roads., but KC knew that this is the right thing to do. KC, always wanted to save her ex lover, her girlfriend, Cassandra.
As I looked at his casket right now, I remember the time when Brian and I met on that train accident in 2011. He was hit by a car last week, it was an accident but the driver’s still on loose. Since Cassandra and I broke up few months ago, Cassandra seemed to throw her life already. I hear stories that she fights often in bars, she got convicted, she did this and that. I felt guilty about what happened to her, knowing that I am the only person that can save her. But I hope that Cass realize someday that we all have our choices. People come and go in our life, all we can do is to learn from them, and never blame them for what we have become or what we will be someday, because, it’s always our choice, choice to be a better version of ourselves.
I am thankful at least that Brian was used by God for me to meet my future husband—-Jack. Jack and I met last year when Brian invited me in their church. Jack and Brian are best friends since childhood, and for a man losing His friend is like losing his own life too.
I’m just gonna be a Godly woman that God wants me to be for Jack, for my future children and for my family. A woman who values herself, as how I am valued by my Savior Jesus Christ and a wife that gives comfort for my family.
I don’t care about the world anymore or what I do with my life. This is my life and I should live this the way I want it to be. I knew that stupid Brian churchy guy and KC tried to win me or invite me in their church, but that’s not my thing. I mean? How could you ever trust this guy who took away the woman you love and made her his girlfriend? Stupid right?. So no, I am not joining their show.
Who would even thought that it was a homicide? Haha. When I saw Brian crossing that street, all the memories of KC went back. The thought of Brian kissing KC killed me, brought pain and tears in my eyes, that, made me decide to step on that gas pedal and hit him as he crossed the street leaving him dead.
That was my sweet revenge. The feeling of tears and mascara on my face as I hit his body was priceless. No one can have KC, she’s better alone rather than be with Brian. There will never be a happy ending as long as I live, it’s gonna be a miserable life.
Yes, I killed Brian. This is my choice. We all have our choices.
BOOK ONE: LIPSTICK
BOOK TWO: SHADOWS